I'm what's now called "bipolar" except I only becom "manic" and most of the times I can restrain myself, mainly the problem has been I get way to creative, and motivated, my AD/HD only makes it harder to catch myself, haha, going at mach speed. But it's nothing I'm ashamed of or would ever hide, rather I always ask those around me to be as "negative" as possible towards my ideas when I act "strange" works great.
However, for the first time in maybe 5-6 years, I'm going the other way, and I panicked, It's been so long since I was "depressed" so I went back to the basics, and am doing everything to distract me untill it passes, and even though the servers been down, just reading the forum has helped alot, and I got people to chatt with thanks to RoR.
Really without you I would have probably, just gone to that really screwed up level, where I get delusional as f"#k! I'm not ashamed of those times it really hit the fan. I remember them clearly, and I love how somehow I completely lost all comon sense and logic, I thought I was a human Vodoo doll, I called my friend asked him "does this hurt?" and shoved a needle in my leg... Him telling me no combined with the extreme pain, brought me back to earth... Haha,
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Glad to hear ur ok now
I have a friend who has ADHD and it can be both a good and bad thing sonetimes 


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Yeah, we need to fix the server so you can go back to playing. That would be great, eh?
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I really don't bother about the servers being down, I use that time to read old topics, and read up on the lore, I love everything about this, and one of the best things is that the staff seems "human" if that makes sense.
Also no worries, I know how to keep a check on myself, one of the main strategies is distractions, that's why I love this.
I would love to contribute in someway, Don't know if you have forum mods, but I could ditch my personall crapposting, and try to help with the forum, hands down. (I'm unemployed...)
Also no worries, I know how to keep a check on myself, one of the main strategies is distractions, that's why I love this.
I would love to contribute in someway, Don't know if you have forum mods, but I could ditch my personall crapposting, and try to help with the forum, hands down. (I'm unemployed...)
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Ley wrote:Np, yw.
What does "yw" means, uh.. "your welcome..." sudden realisation,
But is there any way I could find a "ror dictionary" becasue all the acronyms makes it almost incomprehensible. I just recently learned what "AAO" means by pure accident. Haha, I would use the search option, but don't know what to search for.
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You wouldn't have a larger version of your av? it's from dark elves right?Ley wrote:means: you're welcome
I'm doing an "unofficial" guild emblem, incorporating all three on destro, Chaos and Greenskin done, but need a "symbol" for darkelf, I like that symbol, but I was uncertain that it was in the lore of this game.
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